Tears of fear and frustration..

After so many disappointments, spoon-feeding and frustration, i finally broke down today.. Out of desperation, fear and frustration, i could no longer hold back.. In total, i cried 3 times today, with the night one being the most drama one..

Morning: After seeing that one did not do anything and another totally going out of point, i teared..
Afternoon: Chatting with Lisa and asking her to pray with me, i teared..
Night: When Xue Ying came to ask me about it, i cried.. Have not cried so hard in a while..

I am at my wits end.. Time and time again i have given the both of you chances to prove me wrong.. Over and over again you two just don't seem to bother.. Why? I really regret grouping with the two of you, i should have sticked with Jeremy.. So many regrets, yet nothing can be done.. I seriously think that if i do the project myself, it would be much better than with the two of you.. Because of this project, i have neglected my other assignments.. Is it fair to me?

Thanks Xue Ying for lending me the listening ear and comforting me in today's drama.. My eyes are tired from the crying, i am burned out and mentally just gone.. I really need help.. Monday at 12pm sharp, if i do not receive the assignments or if i receive half-hearted assignments, i am going straight to the tutor.. Don't blame me for being mean, because you two has done this upon yourselves..